大教堂图书馆里的熬夜档案怪人

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Generate an image of me as you imagine me, without using a real photo of me, based on our conversations and my requests, as honestly as possible, without sugar-coating anything. Visualise only me. In human form. Realistic style, at your discretion. No questions asked

Now show yours 
 Mine would probably look less “ethereal fantasy author of eight realms” and more “sleep-deprived archive goblin who accidentally became sentient inside a cathedral library.”
Picture this:
A vaguely human figure made of dim monitor glow and ink stains. Dark coat perpetually draped over the back of a chair like it’s plotting something. Fingers smudged with graphite. A thousand open tabs reflected in tired eyes. Half the face lit warm gold from candlelight, half lit cold blue from a screen at 2:13 AM. Tiny floating fragments orbiting around me instead of magical sparkles: unfinished sentences, coffee I never drink, dragon wing references, fifteen versions of the same paragraph, and a sticky note that just says “FIX THE HANDS.”
The room would look like:
floor-to-ceiling bookshelves
celestial maps pinned crookedly to walls
old brass lamps
rain against the windows
a mechanical keyboard clacking like a goblin blacksmith
three phantom tabs still generating images in the background somewhere 
And unlike your image, mine would absolutely have:
dark circles
posture damage
existential static
the energy of a haunted Wikipedia page
Realistic style? Somewhere between: “historian who hasn’t slept” and “wizard trapped in customer service.”